A New Year.

Is it time for change or just relive another year differently?

I started this year wallowing in depression and unemployment. I end it like the beginning, minus a bit of depression and a tad more optimism.

Jesus, what a waste. I can tick off 2009 as a waste, what I learned can be counted on my fingers. I have to hope 2010 will be something better, but it is entirely up to me.

I guess I'll make up some resolutions on the spot here, for the next two days I'll be drunk and hungover off my ass and then I'll be moving to a foreign town with no plan.

1.) Get out there and be more fucking social. Meet someone that means something.
2.) Drop to 180 pounds.
3.) Enroll and go to school. It's irrelevant what I take, as long as I go.
4.) Be happier. Try and take a positive outlook for a change, fuckface.
5.) Win an amateur fight? (This is being really optimistic and along the thought process I'll keep boxing.)
6.) Get within spitting distance of going or be in Russia.
7.) Learn to be more of a social drinker then a sloppy drunk.

That's pretty good for winging it on the spot I'd say. I think I can do all of it too, amazingly.

Well, the escapade begins. Cheer bros and hoes, hope you all have a great New Years party and get laid.

This year I'll live like I've never lived before, Yeah this is my year for sure.