Irreconcilable Differences

I just burnt the ever Loving shit out of my fingers from steam from my pasta sauce, so this will probably be quicker than I originally thought.

What is it with people obsessing over identical partners?

I guess it would be cool to talk with people you can directly relate to and have everything in common, hell, I've had it? But wouldn't it be nice to have someone as a polar opposite or just different?

I mean for me I'm pretty outgoing, like to drink and party and take my clothes off doing so, like to read about History in my (SPARE!) time, and like to keep fit and eat healthy and whatnot. So I think good conversation would be someone who doesn't necessarily hate all of these things and does their own thing would spice things up. Sure, relating with people is neato and all fun in a touchy-feely sort of way, but eventually this leads to problems. Sure, being very different people will obviously cause trouble much quicker but at least it's out there and everyone knows how much the other person hates/dislikes/ abhors said practice.

Where's the natural curiosity and the desire to try shit out? I'm one impatient guy, but having the chance to explore another person on an extremely personal way excites me. Making small talk sucks, period. So why not skip that garbage and find out what makes people tick and what turns their crank? It doesn't even have to be sexual, you can get so much more out of a person when you speak honestly about body language between each other and ask the questions that you realize you wouldn't ask normally.

Maybe I'm saying this because I'm beginning to realize more and more I'm not going to find alot of people that relate to me on any sort of personal level or even have a good laugh with on a regular basis. I'm not upset about that, I'm upset that it 'scares' people away though. I really wouldn't ever classify myself under any sort of intimidating banner, despite what I may say or think about when someone close does something that gets my goat. It happens frequently, but I've never been a man of serious action.

I guess I'm a supafreak. I'm supafreaky and I'm not right for not nobody on this wide world. I'll get by.

What does our closest future hold; day and time I suppose.