Friends.

Good friends are a real rarity, and I'm really starting to feel the force and truth behind that statement.

Even the friends I have now, it's tough alot of the time. We're all so goddamn different and have such different interests in life. My two base goals right now are to move out and find a way to make as much money as I possibly can. It's not that I'm overly greedy, it's just having money would give me options. Travel, school, new truck, etc etc.

Take my best friend...Carey we'll call him.

The kids a workaholic. He works five days a week, on average nine to eleven hours and on his weekends helps his dad out building a massive retaining wall in his back yard. (For nothing, his dad refuses to pay him.) He works a carpentry/ roofing job where he's outside or inside smashing drywall apart, so he comes home every day drenched in sweat and tired as fuck. Yet he chooses his hours, he by choice only has to work eight hours, but he stays just because he wants to get things done.

It's crazy, I worked with him and his dad all day and I was wanting to quit listening to his dad bitch at him. He was constantly on him, saying he doesn't trust his work, work harder, do this differently, do this this way, bla bla bla. And the kid just takes it, even though he doesn't have to help, he just does it. Takes the abuse, works the hard jobs...Man. I know I wouldn't.

I want to move out with him so bad, but he's such a mommas boy that I doubt he will. His mom still makes his damn lunches and breakfast in the morning. Plus, his dad will take the truck from him if he moves because he wants him around for the free labour and from the looks of their relationship, someone to yell and scrap with.

I don't know what I'm going to do. I want to move so bad, but I doubt I'll find someone. As well, I really need a new job... Ugh. Frustration sets in deep.

I'm really looking forward to going boxing again though, monday is going to be good. Really going to push myself hard again, learn as much as I can. I think this may be a new thing for me for the next little while.

Too bad I have to work tommorow and labour day. Bummer.